Well, its my sixth time going to her church, and the first time she's not there...ya..
anyways.. i had fun during the fellowship.. the only thing i was bored with was the message today, maybe because i have heard it many many times. and Faith, was something we should all have..
Faith=confidence well i beg to differ.. there are many people in this world who has confidence also, does that mean they have faith in god too?
Ya well, on the question whether or not i should leave my church and go to city harvest instead of my own church is still in decision.... i cant bare to leave 8 years of experience in my church.. even though i feel like i am not really bonded there.. =(
How God? Please lead me the way and show me the path which i should go. I dont wanna be double minded. Its the truth that after all these years in church, city harvest is the only one that i will listen carefully to the message. Its also the place where i have receive the power to speak in tongues.. [its before i came to the church with e group]
After that long speech, i still pray for wisdom and anoitance to help me make the right choice and decide whether or not to stay.