Time to blog again i guess, since i have nothing better to do.
Life's miserable.. you cant seems to get satisfied with what you already have

Today's free tickets to 2012 was still okay..
Waited 3 hours for nothing and doing nothing meaningful but wait till the movie start
But the show was marvelous, the effects look soo real..
Gosh if only.. haiz why cant i forget about her..
Anyway, me, sis, bro and my cousin went for this movie.
And it made us miss the last train.

Im so wanting to play dragon age origins.
though its a single player, i like the graphics.
and story line.
Haiz, ITP and part time job don allow me to play..
Somemore my bro, most of e time playing it.

I really want another one... the one.. ya the one..
Hope can meet new friends tml as im going zouk to celebrate friend's bday
just thinking about friends, i saw my ex classmate..
and shes selling hagen daz ice cream... then tell me to buy><
donno if i was rite about going over in the first place or not..
5 bucks per cup, then she tell me buy 3 or 2..
Lol. i m ard so poor.. don leech me more..
end up i bought 1 only.

Sigh time to slp and stop thinking =(

stupid la.. lost my wallet with my ic again... ><

This made me come to 2 financial situation..

1. cancel my LTC trip and claim back the 600 dollars.. even though i can claim it back from edusave..

2. cancel my insurance savings account.. lose 850 bucks though i do no need to pay this year's one...

zzzz life sucks la..=(
pls give me advise..

when i see through the days, whom i spent with and how long.
i calculated...
1/2 on her, 1/3 on projects..
my goodness.. why is the proportion wrong?
And omg la.. why am i always saying gossips.. on myself somemore..

Haiyo..
Anyway.. i find myself getting more and more attached to her..
But i feel like i am the cause shes not studying =(
O no.. i feel bad..
This is the situation..
While she's studying and i am sleeping, She studies a little and thens wants to join me ><
When i have to go off to do project, she stay in club room and pretend to study.. only to find out that shes really sleeping..
WHen i say i cannot accompany her in sch.. she stays at home watch movie...
WHen i tell her to study.. she gives me that look..
Omgosh.. how to control her?

Haiz.. next time talk more...
Me just finished FYP..
Need to sleep..
4 days no sleep ard!!! Damm...

I have always think, that people with girlfriend or boyfriend are very lucky people.
They have someone to share about things, life or random stuffs.
There's always someone they can rely on when things go out of place.
Perhaps things are not really going in the way i am thinking as well..

Although there are advices from people with gf or bf that when u have one,
ur freedom is gone as well..
Consumer's advice, i'm not saying this becos i dont have freedom.
just random saying.. =P

Anyway.. after experiencing one.. i tend to
Have lesser time to spend on my computer,
Have more trips to go to the ATM machine,
have different eye view from people,
have lesser time to spend with family
Have lesser meals to consume,
have more fatigue after sending her home,
have lesser time with "boy" friends,
have more worries and troubles.
And many more -.-

However, it feels great to have one as,
there's a hand i can hold on to.
There's someone i can talk to at night,
there's .... ok why am i saying this?


Ok.. i've experienced it ard.. and stated out my worries..
I really hope she doesn't find this page.. OMG...
AND Please dont tell her..

this isn't working really well
i tot he changed, but i was wrong
i am so not going to do my job as comitee until i get the student plan..

I feel so emo now.
tot that watching bruno will make me feel better.
but things get worst..

i just wanna cut my chest open
and pull out my heart.
and end all this in 1 go.

arg
why do i always have this feeling?
ever since bbq i feel like dying..

things never seem to be better
no matter how i look
it always appear to be on the dark side.=(

always looking up
to someone to cheer me up
but never have this person been here =(

Pls god, tell me
tell me how and what to do now.
I dont think i can take it anymore.

gosh.. i think it may be the most..
nvm.. my first time bbq with the divers anyways...
the last time they had one i was busy with proj.. and i haven known them yet..
Now its bbq night at manfred's house..
the house is spacious and empty..
well, at least there's something i would never forget..
=( some bad things happen..

1. I lead lewis, cheryl, sue min to sit outside the hse for like 15 mins when the gate is actually unlocked.. =(

2. I started the big fire on the charcoal but burnt myself for it. And now its scared onto my skin.. D=

3. I kiap the tongs and it accidentally cut my hand, causing it to have an opening. After which i shell the prawns and it hurts like mad. Hopefully the blood was not on the prawns. Haha =D

4. I spilled china apple onto El's feet after she helped me to get a refill. Haha, kindness begets kindness. And i can rmb the whole scene, its not entirely my fault. its.. nvm.. i can put the blame on me ><

5. This bad thing didn't really involve me =P but i splatter charcoal onto Adonia's feet. Not like i wanted to.. its random... =PP

6. I dont think it'll be nice if i list all the bad things here o.0 soooo uncool.. haha. 0.o

After the BBQ, went with the remaining group to wei ping's house.
It would be bad if i just left the group right? i could have followed manfred to my hse.
But i have made major decision and decided to stay and accompany the group.
BUT they go wei ping house and slp.. -.-..
So we decided to all go out to the prata shop and drink somethings..
Gosh la.. ton a bit also cannot.. must go slp..
Ya.. then ur excuse would be u got training in the morning..

I dont know if this bbq would be called successful or unsuccessful..
As long as everyone had fun??
I cant really have much fun as .........
As........
O no.. i just cant say it here..
dots came out instead -.-

Here's an after and before photos of HAIR

I lazy to edit to make the white hair more obvious..
Yeah.. the left is Adonia, right is Sue min..
THe hair style same..
THe funny thing is that sue min is older than adonia by a year..
Haha..

Haiz.. so bored.. life getting more and more bored..
I need to find company..

Today, will be talking about forgiveness
To forgive somebody, one must live in the consequences of the person's sin.
Wow, can i really forgive someone?

First impression that comes in my mind will be my father.
Ha, will i be able to live in ...
nvm.. secondly would be that taxi driver..
My gosh... he makes me mad..
arg... indian driver.. reckless.. gosh..
Must all taxi drivers be like this?
Its either their rushing or they are driving slowly..
either they have business or not.
I can never know what they are thinking about..

today's theory lesson was alright..
The good news would be the dates have been changed to 31st instead of 7th.
Means i get to go! YESH!
ok .. maybe not that good.. as i still have fyp to rush up.. =(

Tml will be a busy day...
staying back late in sch i think..

Whats this?? GSS?? hmm i wonder where


Yeah.. went to this nice Japanese Buffet restaurant..
Called Hibiki..
The food was nicee =))
Never knew Sashimi was this nice..
But i'm not addicted to it.. =(
Its just taste nice..
Fish was fresh, thick and good =) And i even tried it with the Wasibi.. which i hate until now.. NICE!!

I did not take pictures of the food as i definitely do not want to be a photo whore..
Thats just too many photos to take..
But i really should have taken picture of that Korean in front of me!!!
Wa liew.. wasted... =(( Shes so cute la...



Haha.. Only for today.. my bed shall be in the living room. =(
Slpping on the floor.. Good thing my mattress is still there...
Otherwise.. tml morning presentaton sure..
Pain..
So tiring la.. after badminton practice..


I woke up at 9.. realising the people from Seahorse who delivers the bed are coming.
And i have to be at home..
They came at 10.30 and set the bed up till 11..



Thats why i left the house late.. and did not return the camera on time..
Stupid la.. we're only 15 mins late.. and they want us to pay 50 bucks..
Screw them la.. its already our last time borrowing the equipments.. still wan to suck up our money..
Guai lan kias... Even though its book by book.. i still not happy..


Haiz.. time to do work..
2pid Quek wants to see us tml to see what we've done..
And its not Sarah Quek.. its my lecturer.. i just realise they have the same surname
ZzzzZZzzz
I am soo lazyy now...

If u haven seen this, go see =)



My diploma teaches how to do this kind of advertisement..

TOday was a bit shiok and maybe not..
I sleep from 2am to 4.40pm ...
wahaha... confortable but..
My half saturday is gone..
And i'm suppose to go take the camera from club room in the morning..
So i left house at 6pm .. took the camera and joined my family for dinner..
at IMM.. eat kopitiam..
I having bad sore throat..
Donno why.. don feel like eating spicy stuffs..
So many things canot eat liao la..
in the end eat mixed veg rice..
and din finish all.. cause the egg is sour, tofu is tasteless, meat is little..

Yesh... finally.. my room is halfway done..
show ur the be4 and after..
Haha..
not much diff la.. o.o
Before






After







I GTG.. all thanks to somebody i'm soo late... -.-
In return i shall s*a** u..

FYP(Final yr proj)
If you think you are up for the challenge,
then don just stand there and do nothing.
Take initiative la..
If u see that people's in trouble or difficulty occurs,
dont wait for the person shout for help
Take initiative la...
If you wan to know something from us
don sit there tiam tiam
Take initiative la....
If u know we're short of manpower
don just leave us alone..
Take initiative la.....

Specially dedicated to eaten..

After FYP filming..
very very tired...
rest at diver room for a while..
then jie choong came over..
Haha.. brought him to play soccer with the crusaders..
woo hoo.. score goals =)

Aiyo.. donno want to go work or go home -.-
SO sian.. home can talk more.. work talk less..

Recalling back the open water theory..
Why only 3 females??
Diving is not a sport when theres more males theres more fun..
haha, gosh.. some more 2 of them are from my group..
hmm .. my group got ... Kahseng, wilson, ethan, lewis that got go.. and + el & sue min
6 out of 8.. ok la.. the other grops.. cmi la. so little..
divers shld award our grp for being the most united =D

O man.. soccer.. i scratched my leg..
owwwwww...
pain for a while only.. not forever.. i hope..


Noo.. my bed is coming..
I have to pack up my room..
I shld realy take a picture of the before and after..
haha.. nooo
Means i have to kill time packing..
Nooooo

Haiz.. NDP free entry anyone??
Try to invite somebody but is dam busy :(
Haiz.. try to go with friend lo..

We went to ACM for Gems today !
2nd time i went.. haha at least i saw something very nice and interesting ok!...
But i din take picture.. haha

Woo dolls..



When its time to move on, you should move on.
And not stick to the same position where you are.
It really doesn't help much doing the same old thing over and over
Knowing that when things can be seen in another way.

Try to feel what the aura is around you
Before knowing your place and exposing it.
It really makes another go for it even though it didn't matter.
What comes first is what you think and not what you see.
Dont make life difficult for others and especially yourself

=DD

Today's bad.. not a good day for me..
First i woke up at 9am
Having thoughts whether to go school or not..
Its becos i dont have lesson..
And meeting my friend at 1130
I always hesitate... donno go or not...
so frustrated.. in the end.. i stayed at home...

So i stayed at home and do some.. work..
Called a list of 42 people.. ask if they wan go option A or not.. -.-
unfair treatment.. 1 person call so many..
called for 2 hours... finally finish..
I actually planned to do some running today..
But ended up.. calling this things.. -.-

argg.. when i went to school.. i remembered i have to settle some badminton stuffs
Went to SPGG then went to SAA then went to club room then went to SSC, then went to SAA again.. argss... so ma fan..
But at least its settled =)
Man.. the SPGG sure are sad... that i din join their membership..
Becos i can now book the courts using my own user..
Haha.. seeing that girl's disappointed face i also sad.. =(

And my god la...

This model of the motor bike is taken from a free website..
How can SP put it into theirs??
WTH man.. I even used this model since its free for my assignment..

Hah.. waited until 5.30pm.. went to club room..
Saw the wakeboarders having meeting..
I wait until 6pm they still don want start..
So i just walk walk a bit outside..
Since inside so crowded.. and i feel so left out..
SO i ate dinner with weiping and betram..
after that.. Saw el.. omg..
She's alone .. so i accompany her..
She's actually waiting for wilson.. who's having meeting..
Maybe next time i accompany you back bah =D

THen i went back to the club room..
See no one there i also sian..
Means meeting over liao.. haiz..
i join the club also like.. not really useful..
I left with 1 more Sem then i will be inactive already..
Next sem having ITP..
Gawd... why is it soo bad..

At least i got a company back to Jurong East =)
Yeah.. thank you =DD


Haiz.. back to calling those who never pick up their call today...

hmm.. trying to recall what happened ytd..
Noo my skin's peeling..

I only remember taking a mrt to Yishun, taking bus 171 to donno where..
And got lost >< ... even with a map.. i got no navigation skills
So i took a cab down.. to the place, Sembawang Country Club..
the fare is 6.50..zzz can go toilet 65 times..
and i realize that i have reached too early..
So i played DJ max first..
then go meet with Jonathan, wei ping and serene =D

Sadly the VIP shy, neber come..
Otherwise everyone will be "wa" expression =D
There's more than 2 times i emoed actually..
At least i tried to blend in with the crowd..
i only know the divers there.. the rest are.. wo bu zhi dao..

And After talking to Weiping..
I found out something dark from Ronald..
Omg.. i din know he's like that..
Haha.. not telling what's that..
But yea.. ok i know what to do liao..
Thanks wei ping.. =D

The cake was niceeeee.. Ice cream cakee..
Haha.. my bday i also want 1 of those!!
Haiz.. my bday =( never celebrate with friends before..
I'm so anti social..
Here's a group picture with the SP DIvers =DD


Then we played poker.. haha..
Sry serene.. eat your 6 dollars in 1 game..
But i overall still lose 1 dollar
See Manfred's house so rich..
Can afford so nice things..
I din take picture of all la..
Only took his poker cards..


Bye.. Jonathan.. hope we made ur day for ur bday and farewell before going NS..

O man.. i took 6 mrt rides!!
first went from home to outram.. met with Doni to pass her key and psp..
I go outram is to see Ms Yvonne with my fyp grp, to discuss about new script and the time schdule for next week.. gosh.. will be busy next week.
No time to slack around with peeps anymore..

Next, Went to Cineleisure.. to buy tickets for the divers group..
Haiz.. if only she realise what i'm doing.. =(
But going to the cineplex was a waste of trip.. there's no student price for weekends..
And its the same as booking online.. haiz... why why why..
I wasted my friend's 30 mins of time as well there..
Then, We went to School..haha.. third trip already..
Haiz.. Bought Mcdonald's for Adonia but she never pay me back.. =(

We made fun of her.. since she made fun of me.. haha.. dont think this picture will tell everything.. but.. haha!


Either her processor dead or she expect me to treat her.. which i dont think so..
I even paid for the pool table.. =( sucks to be me..
At least El enjoyed.. if nt wrong its her first time?
Gosh la.. i din do much social talking to them.. -.-
Not yet trained.. to talk crap..
Ha man..
ANd Sorry to Sabran, Weiping, and Ahjon.. for not inviting you to the movie..
Not that i dont want.. but i wanted to call group 5 only..
Haha.. i'm just glad i called cheryl to come.. =DDD
So hawwt haha..
Next we went with the group to Somerset...
Then had to wait for this VVVVVIP to come..
which made us miss the starting of the movie..
But its an honour to sit with that VIP...
But it feels so hawwwt la.. perspire in the cinema also -.-


The Show was Alright.. Just that i Dont really enjoy it..
Its not worth the money!!
Seriously should have just bought the 3d tickets and pay 3 dollars for everyone else..
Like real... i pay for VIP can liao..
Nooo i still haven experience watching movie in 3d..

After movies we went eat lo..
Dam.. my crapping skills still cmi..
Noo... I need to go out more.. or learn from Jie Xian..
Eat already then walk to Borders.. then go home..
What a boring group
With a boring GL..
doing boring things..

Anyway.. Glad i have Sue min to accompany me all the way to Jurong East=)
She stay quite far from orchard actually..
But least we did not have any awkward silencess =))
I can crap my way through =)
Haha.. went to Friends house in Jurong
And did not have enough Sms to send her..
As in my batt went dead before i could =((
nooooo cannoot talk to her..
I is sad..

Stupid Jiexian come so late.. the friend worst..
say meet 11.15, come 11.45
wah i wait there let mosquito feed..
At least i had the most fun while playing with them =DD
Nice that i played.. but i destroy my next day...
Hiaz.. not enuff slp..
I shall slp now..

I came to school today.. and met with my filming actor..
He's good... i think.. though haven seen him act..
At least hes willing to do it for free...
Even though he's a very busy man..


Haha.. did some training for my Napfa..
O no.. the letter came liao..
And i haven run in like 5000000 years...
First time running.. Glad got friend accompany..
Otherwise i sure slack away..
And glad i did not stop.. =)
All the way man..
And i am not going to post the timing here ><
Cos i fail! =(

Anyway.. ya.. later then was superrr boring..
Stay in school until 11pm..
Omg la.. bored to death..
Dont ask me why..

anyway.. some photos i taken way be4...
Saw this Muay Thai boxing ring at our school.. Took a video of it also.. =)


Jonathan OW!!! birthday coming this saturday =)) Must wrap something nice..

Today i can finally wake up late..
woke up at 12pm, ate a heavvy breakfast..
1 curry puff , 1 carrot cake, 2 roti pratas, 1 waffle with chocolate and peanut butter
Haha... already there when i woke up.. cannot complain or reject..
Catch up with L4D with my guild mates..
Played less than a match before leaving the house to go NDP

Ha, its already 5pm when i reached there..
Which was just nice actually when they just made the card..
Lucky me.. haha.. otherwise i have to wait for 1 hour before entering..
I dont know if they can give us free tickets yet or not..
If only can bring friends.. =))





After NDP, i went to Pasir Ris coasta sands.. for Sabran's bday!
27 already and announcing he getting married on the 12th Mar.. i think.. its next year..
haha.. so fast..
Yeah.. we didn't talk to his friends.. as u know... they are malays..
hard to communicate.. we only talked to the divers..
yeah.. got to know jason more..
And played with el on her phone..
haha.. she really believes..




Then we went watch movie.. Me, Jason, Ken and Debbie=)
i like killing 2 birds with 1 stone..
Go celebrate bday and get my lost nebo card replaced !
Finally i can watch cathay movies at 6 or 8!
woo hoo
I'm so happy..
But stupid have to replace fee of 10 dollars..
Just pay la.. sianz.. next time don lose wallet already..
Yeah, anyway, we watched Land of lost.. Funny movie... but not worth my 8 bucks
Haiz.. GOod thing their jokes are not the lame type.. but the funny type..
Otherwise.. i will feel sad..

I really pity Debbie.. or shld i pity myself?
Her bf waited 2 hrs for her at pasir ris..
and i think got quite angry...
we tell them wait up as our car behind hers. and aye wants to meet her... but the bf speed up instead..
=( got so angry until like that meh?

Ha.. nvm.. anyway.. AYE send me all the way to Manfred's house!
then go back tanah merah.. haiz.. so upsetting.. waste petrol..
Haha.. But din tip him.. =( me is bad..
Sadly i'm not rich.. cannot afford car..

Then this cheryl sms me at 4.45am.. just to reply my msg i sent at 6pm..><
so early reply..
Sooo slpy.. donno later can go church ornot..
its been a month since i last visited.. or was it 2 mths?
O no. . hope i'm not backsliding..

Today din really turn out well.. firstly she was not there ><
Woke up at 9am.. left house at 9.30, reach expo at 11..
1 h 30 mins.. saw a lot of things..

Saw this when reaching mrt.. haha


saw this couple, the girl angry with the guy with donno wad..
give him the "" look... like demanding an apology...
Then couple of stops later.. people looking towards my direction..
wonder whats happening.. so i turned and look..
O.. its a girl wearing short skirt..
I couldn't bother since she's so far away.. continue to sleep..zz

Finally when reach the mrt.. thought i was late..
Never knew i was first.. ><
the rest were late..
Yeah, waited 10 mins for the rest to come... then meet with wesley to go in..
Saw quite a few interesting stuffs..































Saw this animation by Panasonic.. trying to sell its 3d/4d projector.. or something..
But when i use the goggles.. still blur leh..
Totally not interested in the girl trying to act cute... ><

Lunch time... but i'm fasting..
So did not eat anything.. only smell their food..
Haiz.. good thing i am not that hungry.. and still staying strong

After that, went back to the exhibit..
But the Rune person not there already... Want to just talk to him.. ask about his company..
Then also wanted to pass Kenny my MTT Assignment
Haiz.. only entrance for lecturers.. i cant enter..
good thing the lady come out.. so that i can pass it to him.. otherwise have to drag 1 more week or wait for 1 more hour for his meeting to end..

After that.. me and Ken went to Plaza Sing..
Wanted to catch Terminator.. but.. its 8.50.. omg.. we din watch..
decided to save money..
So we went to Marina Barrage..

Took a bus from Marina Bay..
The place was okay... good place for picnic..
I wont know anything about water recreational activities as i dont really play them..
And the cafe prices were.. ya.. normal..







































After that, we spotted KaiJun.. our junior..
we helped him on his camera settings.. Audio blurry..
Haha.. ain he glad we met him? otherwise his filming will not be heard...
He invited us to help him on sat and sun.. and er..
Not really interested.. haha.. not really free..

Went to Cell Group after this..
Wasn't really prepared..
Showed diving photos to Uncle Kenny..
Yeah.. interesting..
then food came...
they serve me... cooked already.. haiz..
Just eat lo.. break fast..
Nvm.. i shall not fast anymore..
Dont think i need an answer anymore..
Or rather he has given me 1 already..