this isn't working really well
i tot he changed, but i was wrong
i am so not going to do my job as comitee until i get the student plan..

I feel so emo now.
tot that watching bruno will make me feel better.
but things get worst..

i just wanna cut my chest open
and pull out my heart.
and end all this in 1 go.

arg
why do i always have this feeling?
ever since bbq i feel like dying..

things never seem to be better
no matter how i look
it always appear to be on the dark side.=(

always looking up
to someone to cheer me up
but never have this person been here =(

Pls god, tell me
tell me how and what to do now.
I dont think i can take it anymore.